How silly I am.
He’s still nice, but you find out more about a person so quickly. He drinks a lot, and likes for me to drink. It bothers him when I dont. I feel hindered and used as a tool. I want to end this relationship with Michael.
I really like him. I’m just happier when he’s around, and I think he feels the same way too.
I wish I never told him about what some of my family thought. It’s not even a problem to me, and I shouldn’t have introduced that.
Yesterday, I was talking about him to Dave, and I accidentally said I loved him. I tried to correct myself, but Dave already knew what I meant. How I meant it. I’m not in love, but I love his heart, regardless of if we were romantically involved.
I guess I’ll see where things go. It’s only been a few days.
21 jump street
To dream that you are going to bed with a stranger suggests that you are making friends too fast. You need to be more cautious.
To dream that you are going to bed with someone you are not sexual with represents some sort of partnership or some aspect of yourself that you need to acknowledge and come to terms with.
To see your bed in your dream represents your intimate self and discovery of your sexuality. If you are sleeping in your own bed, then it denotes security and restoration of your mind.�You may be looking for domestic bliss, for peace or for some form of escape. If you are waking up in a different and/or unknown bed, then it represents the consequences of the decisions you have made.�The dream may also be a pun on the completion of a project and “putting it to bed.” Consider the condition of the bed. If the bed is made, then it symbolizes security. If the bed is unmade, then it indicates that certain secrets will soon be exposed or revealed.�Or that you are exhibiting some carelessness in your sexual behavior.�
To dream that you are searching for a bed suggests that you are having difficulties acknowledging your intimate self. You may be feeling inhibited in expressing your sexuality. Alternatively, it may mean that you are looking for domestic security and happiness. Or you just need more sleep.
To dream that you are floating or lifting up into the air from your bed suggests that you are feeling helpless and� disconnected from those around you. Your ideas may be alienating people. You might need to tone down your personality a bit.
To notice or buy bedspread in your dream represents your open sexuality and outward beauty. The design and look of the bedspread may be a clue into what you are looking for sexually.
To dream that you feel numbness indicates that you are letting fear take over and run your life. You fear failure and as a result, you are afraid of taking risks or chances.
To dream that you are gripping something implies control, hope, determination, possession or endurance. Consider the significance and symbolism of the object that you are gripping. If your grip is slipping, then it means that it is time to let go, whether it be a relationship, goal or situation. You may be holding on to false hope.
To see blood in your dream represents life, love, and passion as well as disappointments. If you see the word “blood” written in your dream, then it may refer to some situation in your life that is permanent and cannot be changed. If something else is written in blood, then it represents the energy you have put into a project. You have invested so much effort into something that you are not willing to give it up. If you dream of blood on the walls, then it is a warning of sorts. There is a situation that you need to confront. You can not avoid it any longer. More specifically, if blood is on the bathroom walls, then it indicates that the situation that you need to confront is an extremely emotional one.
To dream that you are bleeding or losing blood signifies that you are suffering from exhaustion or that you are feeling emotionally drained. It may also denote bitter confrontations between you and your friends. Your past actions has come back to haunt you. Women often dream of blood or of someone bleeding, shortly before or during their periods or while they are pregnant. If you dream that you are giving or donating blood, then it suggests that you are feeling physically drained due to stress.�If blood is squirting everywhere, then the dream implies that you are experiencing some deep emotional stress. You are literally bursting.�
To see a lake in your dream signifies your emotional state of mind. You feel restricted and that you can’t express your emotions freely. Alternatively, the lake may provide you with solace, security, and peace of mind. If the lake is clear and calm, then it symbolizes your inner peace. If the lake is disturbed, then you may be going through some emotional turmoil.
To dream that you are crawling indicates that you are approaching your goals with careful forethought and preparation. Alternatively, the dream may indicate that you are lowering yourself and your standards. You may be doing less than your best.
To dream that you are crawling out of a wreck or ruins represents your willpower.
To dream that someone is crawling towards you signifies your need for power, revenge, superiority, or control
To have a blurry dream indicates that there is something you are not confronting or are refusing to see. Life may be passing you by if you do not participate in it. It also represents secrets and confusion. Perhaps you think that someone is trying to keep something from you.